i am not sure when did i last publish my post.
it is not that i did not blog, but then there are some quite private things and secrets that i really do wanna keep them to myself~~
a new friend of mine has quite been in and out of a r/s.. ...
that friend of mine is realli in and out of love~~
this brought me and strike me a question is that what is realli is love??
is it something that will only bitter us bitterness, suffering and heartbreaks??
dunno why, without a reason, seeing that friend remind me of the dark times that he left me... ..
a relationship of 3 yrs and 8 months ended and started a suffering that til now is still there but maybe i am just too use to the pain that the pain doesnt really affect me any more... ...

to my dear friend:
when i see you cry, i dunno what to say coz i have also been through the times of endless crying and also not eating... ...
the only thing i can say is that all will come to an end~~
when subsides or when you get use to the pain, life will be back to normal, although you will find out that you will be the same old you, you will be fine... ...
rmb that all these that are happening is there to make you a stronger person... ...

to the one that love:
i dunno whether will you still read my blog like you use to, but this song is for you... ...

maybe, there will be one day that i will stop loving you,
but for now, i just wanna say, i still love you even though i know that we will never be together again.
thank you for those memories that you have given to me and i think i will keep them forever in somewhere in my heart.
i have deicided to put all to an end and not to look back again.
life is suppose to make us look forward, thinking back, i found out that i am a person without courage.
thank you for helping me to find my courage to face all these.
a sincere thanks and i will never forget you.

p.s this is not suppose to be a emo post, pls dun go emo:)

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