i am sad, lost and pain~~
all becoz of the answer... ..
that wait that you send me.. ..

had a realli serious tok with my zhu zhu.. ..
she ask me to be strong and face all the problems and memories.. ...

but i dunno how.. ...
i am lost, i am weak and i need to find some courage to face things... ..
i really appreciate zhu zhu and my friends who are ard me to help me thru... ..


although dunno when then i will be back to normal... ..
but i will try to find back the cheerful pei as soon as possible.. ...
please dun worry too much. ....
the last thing that i wan was all to worry for me.. ..
i will still continue my life with or without him.. ...


i might be lost for now.. ...
but dunno when, i will find back my way.. ...
put my life back on path that it is suppose to be.. ...

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